BrightLied

I just quit my addiction this year, and I feel awful. I crave it in my very soul, but I can't have it anymore. It was too expensive. It took over my life. Chose my friends for me. Injured my health... But I still want it. It was a part of my life for so long; I met great people while I did it; we had some great times. And even though it lowered my immune system, even though my throat hurt afterwards, even if I bruised sometimes I still loved it. But after high school I had to cut back, reassess, and prioritize. I have less money now, and it's all for food, And I don't want my life to go that way anymore. But I miss the release, the rush, t